for me at least, there are certain days / weeks where music lights up the neurons in my brain and i understand why i love it so much. other times it feels flat, almost like i’m sick of it. idk i can’t describe it 😭
when i feel one of these two, the feeling is always very potent, or i guess definitely identifiable. i often think of this thing as very intertwined with my mood or whatever, but it’s almost a better indication of mood than my mood itself? idk what im saying i’m not built for writing 😭